Thank you very much for an eye-opening mail from you to Fenna. She responded in her way. Without any introduction and rational, how reading and reacting on the following open-question to you and all others keeping in mind that I, usually, don’t read and take any of the email posted here seriously rather enthusiastically –

GF is all about life and death "saving million of lives" – is it true?? Then, why not on the maternal and child mortality in general? Why on these very 3-disease? I’ve the answer, but eager to listen from you and all others.

"Brought nothing in this world and will take nothing out of it" – if it is true, then how the world is developing? I, rather, believe, we all are contributing to the world ether positively or negatively and hence the development is there (it may be negative development or positive development. Since, I’m am positive in attitude, hence I think it’s a positive development. May I allow saying ‘positive attitude is the altitude where we want to be’.

“Life belong to God a lone and can not be bought and those who have more will be given but for those who don't have even the little they have will be taken a way” – How come? Are we not the best creature of God and don’t we have the responsibilities those who have little. God helps those who have little through us who have many (in term of knowledge or wealth etc) and if we don’t how they will have better life. Is my statement means that I’ve to be ‘missionary’? Are the missionary are letting others every thing free? I’m, sure, I’ll not talk any more this. Just only to let us know that ‘nothing is free in this world’; the means or kind may differ only.

“I therefore appeal that let us use our free intellectual capacities that is God given to help the needy and save life of the vulnerable people” – your appeal is mind-blowing and touchy one. How come we ignore? However, I’m not at all agreeing with you on the word ‘free intellectual capacities’ in view of the fact that I didn’t get my education and other free at all. Some one may too fortunate to get all these free. In my case, my father had to pay up till my graduation (so I’ve to pay him back, definitely and it’s a simple equation, serving his son-daughter and his wife, my Mum. I’m trying to do some extent). After that I had to deprive my family to have my other education and the intellectuality I gained it is through many failures, trail and error, and indeed reading and following may things including your mail as well (thank you very much, indeed).

I’m working on a different model called “alternative management of GFTAM funds at the country and regional level for the lasting development” – why I provide the full model free? I’ll not? Why?

The reason is simple that the ‘free’ model might not work at all. Or someone will improvise or tailor a bit the model and sale to many other including you; and you may be happy to buy it or forced to buy. I doest mean that I’ll take money (may be, why not?), what about appropriate recognition? You may say the God will pay the recognition; I simply agree. Never mind, why do you want free, dear sir? Are you not paying many to many others? Why not to me? Why not the GF will not pay? Only one concern may be there about my payment since it is too high? Please be sure, I repeat, be sure, I didn’t tell you anything personally; by any chance if you feel like that then I do beg apology in advance.